Terror
I've been wanting to write more frequently for a while, but the act of exposing my poorly-structured thoughts online is terrifying. And yet, writing in a private journal doesn't scratch that "scream into the void" itch I have.
I like the idea of having a cozy digital home that people can visit to understand me, independent from the corporate walled gardens that rise and fall over time. It's going to take a while to build some momentum (and much longer to feel comfortable doing it), but finally going to try it out!
If you stumble across this and know me, feel free to reach out with compliments/praise.